I got to know something is not fine with youLet me tell you a story
While you were praying to God for
what you lost
You forgot to notice him nodding no
While you are praying for
what is yet to come
Look deep into his eyes, mirror yourself there
And Nod yes.
Its just you who will help you
You will make it this time.
I believe.
Always wanted to be one whom your scared to giveupBut it was easy for you,
may be I was the worst person in the universe.
But I tried the best for you.
There should have been a gentle hold
I know it would be clumpsy for you
It was equally tough to be on your part
How quietly you took the broken pieces of self and me
No am not complaining. No I am not blaming
But sometimes when I listen to same old songs heard beside
I wonder, what if..
What if you could pull a little more days
What if I could see that old Good me in you
It was all my fault. It was all my deed.
But what if .??
Shift in dependence I am not used to make myself up
I never would write
Hardly walked a step and was carried.around
Afraid to cross the roads when you guided me safe
But the winds have changed
I take walks alone with a bunch of myselves running my head
Beside season of help and helplessness
I like the ink when I write about you
Tried crossing roads to be hit by driving
As am independent now i just get back dusting myself up
And say sorry sir , I am learning
What matters at the end is if its ok or notLessons learnt, smiles got, moments stayed
Times felt,
After an end to year of togetherness
In a flash for a mistake unforgivable
You know, set back,Stay, breathe, be good
To start with is the difficult part
when the routine gets living
Things those matter now will have less value
But its ok. As it was.
Simplydeep 